When I first started my blog, it was going to be a journal for me to write about my dreadful childhood. Soon after posting about ten posts, I decided that I did not want to re-live that stuff anymore, especially the unhappy parts. I had a lot of anger towards the people in my life that hurt me so deeply. I feel that I have come so far from that first post.
I think a lot of my problems did come from my mother, but I don't really blame her anymore. I forgave her many years ago. Somehow writing about it all again did not seem to serve any purpose for me. Some of you have been so kind to support me in that time and I appreciate it so very much.
I have decided that I really like the communication between one another in the blogshpere. The sense of community and friendship. I also appreciate that I can say what ever I like and not be put down for my thoughts. Seems to me that bloggers for the most part are very real and sincere folks. It is kind of like living in the south, where everybody knows your name and is so friendly and wishes you well.
I have made some very nice friends in blogshpere. I have been pleasantly surprised at how much I have learned from other blogs too. It feels like I can be me, no matter what, and I am unconditional accepted. This is probably the first time in my life that I have ever truly felt like it was OK to be me. The good, the bad and even the ugly me. I hope Clint Eastwood won't mind that I used his famous phrase.
I think you are just more understanding and tolerant of others. Respectful is another word that comes to mind when I think of bloggers. So I would just like to say that it has not gone unnoticed and is greatly appreciated.