As of late, I am trying to find a little part of me where joy remains eternal. I do not know how it eludes me from time to time, but it has and I am looking for it. Most of the time I am a very happy person. Today, I hurt. It has been raining this week and that may have something to do with it. This is probably the reason I am feeling this way. I don't like to give it any power over my life.
I feel a bit melancholy today and reminiscent of things past. I am not sad, but I don't have my usual joy either. Do you ever get a case of the don'ts? I don't want to do anything. Sometimes this overwhelming sadness floods my being and I don't know what to do.
So for today, I will get off my computer. I will just make myself put one foot in front of the other and push through this day because tomorrow has to be better. I'll see you later.