As of late, I am trying to find a little part of me where joy remains eternal. I do not know how it eludes me from time to time, but it has and I am looking for it. Most of the time I am a very happy person. Today, I hurt. It has been raining this week and that may have something to do with it. This is probably the reason I am feeling this way. I don't like to give it any power over my life.
I feel a bit melancholy today and reminiscent of things past. I am not sad, but I don't have my usual joy either. Do you ever get a case of the don'ts? I don't want to do anything. Sometimes this overwhelming sadness floods my being and I don't know what to do.
So for today, I will get off my computer. I will just make myself put one foot in front of the other and push through this day because tomorrow has to be better. I'll see you later.
You shouldn't believe everything you tell yourself. FEELINGS aren't FACTS.
14 comments:
Dear Pam, dear sweet friend. I do understand what you mean, do get feeling better. ((Hugs))
SG
Hi Pam-
I truly understand. The joy will return and so for today embrace your sadness as it too has purpose in the cycle of life. It is your truth, your reality, your passion, and your joy to behold. All in time.
Love to you
Gail
peace.....
I think we all go through this at one time or another. I hope you find your joy soon. :)
Pam,I am so with you on finding the joy again.
May your day have passed with little blessing scattered through the day, some quiet, a few smiles and then tonight a great night sleep to lead to the new day, tomorrow, where you and joy catch up with each other!
I so think we all go through this. And you are so right, just put one foot forward and move on. My best to you today my friend :) Aloha
Annie,I appreciate your response given what you are going through. Thank you my little friend for caring.
Gail, You know sometimes I am overwhelmed by my blog friends and the unconditional love they show me.
Love and Blessings,
Pam
Sandee, I can always count on you my friend to be here for me. I am so bummed out about Dawn at Twisted Sister. I hope she will be back soon cause I already miss her.
I will let you know when I find my joy. I hope that it is soon.
Big Hugs,
Pam
Mike, I think you are right about a lot of people feeling the same way. I hope that you are hanging in there my friend.
I truely appreciate your support right now. Calling all angels.
Lailani you are a sweetheart for the blessings. I did go to my accupuncturist today and I am not in as much pain as I was this am. I will be looking for that silver lining.
I am having a good cup of coffee and reading my blogs.
Thom, I am marching forward through this day in hopes that it will pass soon. I finally decided that maybe I was depressed and may need to adjust my meds.
Love to you,
Pam
I like this little verse that I try to remember when I have a low day: "Whenever you're blue, fine something to do for somebody else who is sadder than you."
DeEtta I will remember that great little poem. I thank you for the reminder.
Blessings,
Pam
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